failed

i don't know what to say.
helpless.. can any1 save me?
keep me distracted.
once i closed my eyes...i think of it.
there is any way?
wanna find back the good old days. where we were fond of each other.
now?
its just only me . not you anymore.
there is no way out. i cant fin my light to lead me.
helplessly.. seriously.

its happening... im drowning.....
seeing things in a very pessimistic way. never that happy.
how can i get back you?
A and K was so happy but K lost to another A.

never thought this will happen....
it came too fast.
it ended too fast.
where is our coming V day?
i miss you.
your hug, ur temperature, ur everything.
it seems that my heart is still with you.
every night and day.
can everything change?
can i change everything?
can we start over again?
can we?

it is soo deep in my heart, i have no one to share. looking at others.

my shoulders felt so cold, i wanna be in my dreams, so that i can recall everything that happened. before and before.

our past, our joy, our happiness

its not here anymore.



where, when, who...







turn back and i will always be there......