a letter to keith

i thought i had let go...
but the real me havent

stories. . .

what has past is not there anymore. i try hard to walk out.

everything that happens in front of me...

i feel the pain in my left chest. its broken ... the wound can heal... but not the scar.

i have to act strong.

i didnt know the truth, haw can i be so dumb.?

i heard those from others. the real truth.

its hurting me once more.

i really dont know what to do.

what can i do?

walk out from the past.
welcome the future.
being blind is the best way to overcome these.


be strong foo bi. be strong keith. be strong bii.
be strong , act strong although you aren't
memories are meant to be in the far end of your mind.

goodbye . my love . goodbye

new drug

my new addiction

f(x) NU ABO. (newblood)




enjoy,
amber <3 she is cool!

love them.. they performed in the korean pavillion in Shanghai Expo 2010... how nice...

PS: i wanna go shanghai expo 2010!

fuck

random post... never said fuck on my bloggie before... i guess... will update soon...

being mean is not my real personality.

it a way to cover myself.

a way to protect myself.
its a harsh world out there.

duh

I AM MEAN.

A MEANIE WHO LOVES HERMES' BIRKIN BAG

when

when u were there,
when u missed me,
when we skyped.
when we had dinner.
when we spend our weekend.
when...

now i still miss you,
now i still love you
now i cant let go,

i wish it is still me.
i wished i was there
i wished it never end.
i wished my tears are stopping.
but they just cant stop.

miss A. i miss you

forget it. its just a piece of over exposed pinhole photography where the shutter is opened too long.

end

that feeling, it is still there, no matter what i do to forget it, it will still be there, forget is easy to say, but hard to do. when the world is against you, everything feels sooo not good.
time can heal the wound , but there is still a scar. i waited and waited. but it never gets too far. what is happening to me, breaking me up, i cant find the pieces anymore, to have what i want. i thought it will be forever but it seems so far. believe is still believe, even there's a lie between it. everything must come to an end and its only way is please come back.