fuck

random post... never said fuck on my bloggie before... i guess... will update soon...

being mean is not my real personality.

it a way to cover myself.

a way to protect myself.
its a harsh world out there.

duh

I AM MEAN.

A MEANIE WHO LOVES HERMES' BIRKIN BAG

when

when u were there,
when u missed me,
when we skyped.
when we had dinner.
when we spend our weekend.
when...

now i still miss you,
now i still love you
now i cant let go,

i wish it is still me.
i wished i was there
i wished it never end.
i wished my tears are stopping.
but they just cant stop.

miss A. i miss you

forget it. its just a piece of over exposed pinhole photography where the shutter is opened too long.

end

that feeling, it is still there, no matter what i do to forget it, it will still be there, forget is easy to say, but hard to do. when the world is against you, everything feels sooo not good.
time can heal the wound , but there is still a scar. i waited and waited. but it never gets too far. what is happening to me, breaking me up, i cant find the pieces anymore, to have what i want. i thought it will be forever but it seems so far. believe is still believe, even there's a lie between it. everything must come to an end and its only way is please come back.

this is like the worst times of my few days

everything is like happening around me..
have been crying for the past 12 hours. i have nothing to say
seeing what happen is not making me feel right

y cant just tell me the truth?>
everything is so fragile.the ugly truth, the fear in me

negative aura.

i really hope i cant forget what happened and start from friends.
walk pass everything''
change is what i need.

metamorphosis.

from a caterpillar into a butterfly

from nothing to something.

have left my blog rotting there for ages.... yay...

i am starting my degree next monday... sounds fun eh! hope it will...
craving for shopping recently... ishk!

fell in love with lomography... i am so going to get myself 1!!!!







come to me..... holga k-200~ FISH EYEEEEEE!!!



till then... get me another trenchcoat! i fell in love with those... and also a pair of red dress shoes!

FML

EVERYTHING GOES WRONG.
my life sucks.
money flies
no more everything.
unlucky.
2 in 1 month
hate.
everything OFF
bye.